So close, yet so far away.
I don't know why I've been feeling so scared, afraid of Matt's homecoming. This is a time for me to be happy, announce to the world that my man is coming home. YEAH! Matt is coming home! I should be overjoyed!
But, I have this fear that if I let this happiness take over... that if I let my guard down for a second... that Matt's safe homecoming will not come true, that I will jinx it.
Trust me, I want to do the homecoming banners, decorate the house, do all the cute things girlfriends are supposed to do - but I'm scared! I'm scared because I really want to start a life with Matt, I want to be together and do things that couples do. I am so in love with this man that I am scared that there is a chance he may not come home. Why am I being so stupid?
2 comments:
You are NOT being stupid! My head would be spinning on this too. Just try to tell yourself not to worry about things you have NO control over! Say it like a mantra until you start to believe it!
Noticed you were linked to my website and thought I would poke around. I like French people too (and France) and I am trying to get into web design more. If you had a minute and wanted to critique my first real site www.jessicaalderman.com I would be thrilled.
I have had 3 more people ask me for websites since then so I guess I am going to be doing more with my limited web skills. :) Thanks for linking me!
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